I appreciate the apology today. I must admit that I was very shocked and confused when you did it. I was confused because I thought what you did was no big deal, and it’s okay. But thank you for apologizing anyways. I was shocked because I didn’t think you were like that. The type of person to apologize. Thank you for proving me wrong and changing my opinion of you. I don’t want to have a bad opinion of you when you really aren’t a bad person. You just make stupid choices sometimes. I just want to say I now respect you. I accept your apology and I’m here whenever you need me.
So it’s been quite a while since I’ve seen you or talked to you. You creep up on my thoughts randomly. Probably more than anyone else and I like that. I’ve asked about you and wonder how you are doing. I hope I run into you again one day because as weird as this sounds, I miss you.
Ever since 7th grade, I’ve had a shoe box filled with random shit like bracelets, notes, cards, etc that people have given me. I just spent a good hour or so looking through all the stuff I have kept over the years, but I threw out a lot of stuff that had no meaning to me.
90% of the things in that box are memories with people that are no longer in my life or people I no longer talk to. But I still keep them. Why ? Because these people were once a part of my life, because those things are the only things that stayed constant, even if the person changed. The memories didn’t change.
If you asked me about a certain object in the box, I would be able to tell you the story behind it.
I have a ring of bracelets from old friends. Mainly from friends that I no longer get along with. Looking back, I spent so much time with these people. But I don’t regret it one bit. I’ve learned a lot about people from them. I now choose my friends wisely.
Sometimes I wonder how they are doing. I hope they are doing well. I would like to sit down face to face with them and just talk like old times. I don’t think I would ever want to have a friendship with them again. Although I do miss having a friendship with them sometimes. I still have questions for them and things to get off my chest. I guess I need closure.
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
That was me who texted you. I don’t understand why you don’t believe me.
You owe me a shot!
I miss you.
You are hella cute.
Have a safe trip!
You piss me off sometimes. But I don’t think you mean it. It’s just me.
I think you are being a horrible friend right now.
Um, I want tacos!
It’s nice seeing you every once in a while
IT IS NOT NICE SEEING YOU ONLY EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE. I DON’T EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I SAW YOUR FACE. :( I miss you. What happened to our plans this summer of going to the beach and looking for cuties ?! I expect to see you more often now cause you’re getting a car. And we can have more of our talks!
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now. Day Ten: One confession.